I remember when life was fun.
I remember the days when I loved to play in the sun.

But those now those days are gone.
They will never come back.
I lost those days along my bumpy track.

I use to be one that smiled.
I use to be care free.
Now however a smile is just another pain to me.

I remember when I use to wish.
I remember when I had big dreams.

Now I'm not so sure.
I lost my dreams and wishes.
I hear they don't come true anymore.

My mind now dwells in shadows.
My heart now drowns in tears.
While my mind tells me my biggest fears.

It's not fun living within two states of mind.
It's not fun living with someone of my kind.
My family can't understand.
My friends don't really know.
Of how it fells to be so very low.

Yes I tried to take my life;
I really thought it through.
But something always stooped me.
My family it was you.

You may not understand me,
Or even seem to care.
But please always remind me of one important thing.
Let me know you love me and that you'll always be there.